So much to blog, so little time. I should be napping right now...
Both Jack and Caleb are asleep, and I am bone tired. However I know that if I lie in bed, my mind will be swirling with half-written blog posts. No, I haven't give up on my "Around the world in 80 days." I simply have no time to write it. We discover new things every day, and I usually snap a few photos, but that's the most I am able to do at the moment.
Aaron has been traveling this week, and even when he's home, he's not. He gets pulled into late meetings or has late night phone calls with folks in the States (who are just starting their days). Maddie started rehearsals for the Nutcracker. I joined MOPS and a women's bible study. We have had play dates with new friends. The endless coin laundry in the basement continues....
But it's ok. I'm ok. At least, I'm getting there. When the kids smash their fingers and toes in the huge, heavy wooden doors here (an every day occurrence - I promise I'm not exaggerating), I don't automatically tear up and wail, "I hate this place!" When I send the wrong item to school (Is today the swimming pack, the library pack, the word folder, or the reading pouch?), I don't cry. I have released my death grip on the steering wheel. I can navigate that awful, ginormous underground mall.
Those changes have been great. But the real saving grace always comes from the same source. It's always God. How wonderful it felt to be in His house, singing praises with tears on my cheeks. To be reminded of my blessings. To receive the love and support poured out by fellow believers.
It's so refreshing! Though I am physically exhausted, my spirit has been renewed. And I know things will only get better from here. Pretty soon our helper will join us. Then we will be moving into our own home. Then we will be getting our things. Then Grammy comes for a long visit (Yay!). I feel like I'm finally getting my feet on the ground. I'm looking forward to what God has planned next.
Will keep you posted when I can! P.S. We miss you all!